This is very exciting! I feel as though this week for some reason, things have really started to move for me. Like someone lit a fire and I am wanting to feed it, feed it, feed it, until it becomes huge. But I have to be careful it doesn't burn me down.
I prayed a prayer last night that I can walk beside God on this path he is taking me. Not out in front of him, and not dragging behind him focusing on the scenery, but right next to him at the pace he wants me to be at, where I can be closest to his hand and his guidance.
This new ministry I am working on has been present in my mind for a year and a half. It began to move last August, hit a bunch of roadbumps, and now I am flying full force into it, preparing for a presentation I am making in church on 5.23. Can I make it? Will I be ready?
I am more excited about this than anything else I've experienced in my real job, even though I truly believe that this current job is where God wanted and wants me to be, at least for now. I am learning a lot here that will help me in my future dreams, but without true enjoyment it is so hard to be motivated. I am trying to stay focused on my dreams and focused on serving God where I am right now.
But the excitement of a new opportunity has me even more focused on my dream, and less focused on the present reality, which I am having a hard time dealing with, as work has to get done. Fortunately, and amazingly enough, I have had 2 meetings cancelled this morning. I'm trying to get this all out now, so I can get focused again for the afternoon.
God is Amazing! And I pray that I don't lose sight of his plan, that I continue to rely on him to lead me.